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Saturday, December 25, 2004
"CHRISTMAS!!!!! ho ho ho" - posted by michy at 4:35 PM
guess thats it then.... its over... nv felt so dumb all my life.......

just came back from a sleep over christmas party... its was great! we had a barbeque on christmas eve then we sang christmas carols till abt 11.00pm. then yx n i started talking at the balcony.. u know! girl's stuff.. :)... made a SUPER RASH decision to do sth stupid which i am beginning to regret now.. oh well... whats done is done i guess... then we had ice cream for supper... jonathan had a temperature so ya everyone kinda turned in early... lights were off ard 3am... the girls slept in the living room...YEAH!! the guys decided to sleep early so the girls were outside watching 'princess diary 2'.. but at the end of the movie the only one still awake was ME... OH! n yx n me were sleeping on one seater sofas... but it was comfy i guess cuz i was too tired to tell... but at night it was DAMN COLD...ha.. yx went to wake jon up cuz we were suppose to wake him up after the movie cuz he said he didnt want to miss out on 'stuff'.. ha ya... weird ass... then this morning woke up ard 10am... when i got up i was thinking is it 8am or sth... then when johnny on the TV then i realise the time was already 10++... blur me... had breakfast at some coffee shop... then rot at the hse till ard 2pm... then me, yx, sher, jon when J8 walk walk... then yx treat us to swensen's ice cream... then we decided to go home cuz all of us were in stone age.. ha yes... man i hear beyonce singing...

this christmas feels different... normally i would be in church on christmas but this year there wasnt anything on.... it just feels like any other saturdays... sigh*.... next wk will be a stressful week for me... SCHOOL SUCKS... some one just go n burn the sch down... *bleah*

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes'
Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes