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Thursday, December 30, 2004
"new yr's eve eve....." - posted by michy at 4:41 PM
our relationship is sth i wish i nv had,
u r some one i wish i nv knew,
u have become my deepest regret...

i guess the reason y i am so so so so excited tt 2005 is coming is cuz 2004 has been a horrible yr... plus when 2005 comes it will be when i finish my 'o's n get to enjoy the dec hols without having to worry if i will have enough time to complete my hw... heh heh heh... i guess since 1989 till now, 2004... the yr i hate most n i dreeaaaad most will be this yr... i wasted one whole yr doing nothing meaningful n made a mess of my life...

got to go back to school tmr.. take the things for CCA fair... worse part is no one wants to come back cuz they are all busy... n TMR IS NEW YR'S EVE!!! hahahaha..WOO HOO!!!... but i cant go for watchnight service... i reaaalllyyy wanna go!!!! it'll be fun spending the last second of 2004 with my close frens.... but sigh* i cant go!!!! sob sob*....

Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
Chorus:How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, Must not say
Wat we no longer long
Chorus:How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you
When you are gone
love me. hate me. forget me.