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Saturday, August 13, 2005
"" - posted by michy at 10:56 PM
Yes, I said I would understand
And indeed I really did try
It was the DISAPPOINTMENT
Clouding over everything else
I tried to see in from your perspective
Maybe you just needed a change
It was the DISAPPOINTMENT
That silenced me from you
Perhaps you'll forgive me
For shadowing my eyes
It was the DISAPPOINTMENT
I hope you'll keep in mind
So, this is my apology
For the long, cold silence
I no longer have that DISAPPOINTMENT
I'm just sorry about the time lost.
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Disappointment is all my doubts ignored.
It is my better judgement set aside.
It is the manifestation of foolishness.
It is my broken trust in you.
It is inevitability, expectations unable to be met.
It is your incapability, your refusal to love me
The way I need to be loved.
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My kness start to shake,
When your in sight.
My mind is filled with wonder,
My heart with fright.
When will htis feeling stop?
when did it start?
How can i listen to my mind,
Without breaking my heart?
I'm so confused.
What should i do?
I cant think of anything,
Except you.
Should I ignore you,
Or just give it time?
I cant think straight,
My heart controls my mind.
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You may think that I don’t care,
And that maybe I don’t love you,
You may hate me for letting go.
But I don’t know what else to do.
Your smile, your laugh your tears.
Run through my mind every day.
Our memories don’t fade away.
In my heart I want them to stay.
I try to open my heart,
Cos I don’t understand what its telling me.
I still don’t know what to do.
Because my heart is locked and I don’t own the key.
Some one please set me free.
Let me live and let me be.
Take my pain and may I love.
The true one sent from up above.
I love you I don’t hate you.
Maybe it could work.
Maybe your right and we’re meant to be.
Maybe im just designed to lurk.
I don’t wana let go,
I miss you so so much.
I want to hold you knowing everything will be fine.
And feel your soft sweet touch.
If our love is true.
Then may our souls meet tonight.
Dancing, singing, kissing.
As our broken hearts ignite.
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