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Sunday, October 16, 2005
i find it hard to forgive and forget. dont know if its just me or is it the same for everyone. its so much easier to forgive a passerby who stepped on my foot than to forgive a loved one. i guess the amount of damage done by a passerby will NEVER be as great as damage made by a loved one. "Forgiving and Forgetting" - posted by michy at 8:10 PM God was able to forgive Judas. God is able to forgive ALL of US. He does it in the name of LOVE. Love covers all. forgiving is not something just said from the mouth. its something from the heart. the minute it is said, healing takes place in the heart. the longer one takes to forgive, the more miserable one feels. it is impossible to forget without forgiving. one may have the impression thar when he/she doesnt think about it anymore, its already history. but because the hurt has already been made, the memory stays in your head(hey it rhymes). it is until you learn to let it go that you truely forgive.. yeah... i have problems forgiving ppl too.i feel so reluctant because tt person caused so much unhappiness to me and I AM EXPECTED to forgive.crap. something that happened during sunday school. THE DISCUSSION A: you all break into groups of threes and discuss about your weaknesses and pray for each other everyone: OK *everyone breaks into their groups* X: so who start first? M:stares at the other two J:huh? youngest first X: huh? bully.... ok.. everytime i try to evangelise to this friend about God, then i get rejected. i feel really sad and discouraged. its very discouraging..... ( a whole lot of other stuff tt i didnt bother listening to but pt is she made it sound like a prayer request) M: *whats with the word 'discouraged'. wonders why is she talking about this.* oh my turn... erm... what are we suppose to talk about? J: *smiles in a weird way. and says*.. huh... dont know.. M: A! what are we suppose to talk about? A: *walks over* (explains a whole lot about talking about weknesses) M:*laughs OUT LOUD in the heart* oh.... ok.... (starts sharing..) X is such a bimbo. HAHA! gosh! i need to learn to love her. love is suppose to be easy but its hard hate is suppose to be hard but its easy |
