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Friday, December 30, 2005
i just came back from my baby sitter's place ( i just cant use the word 'aunt'. she just isnt very 'aunt' to me).. i went there with a haversack of my OWN clothes and came home with a haversack of my OWN clothes and a plastic bag of NEW clothes. cool~! i spent 3 days and 2 nights at their place and boy did i have fun. i did not have to wash my dishes, vacuum or mop the floor neither did i have to cook my meals when im feeling hungry. OH! and i didnt have to wash my own lingerie. i just eat, watch TV and sleep. basically, i was just a pig there. they gave me a burberry black dress... it was a jaw dropper. i got a shock when her daughter took it out and gave it to me. you bet i was really happy about it.i was literally smiling inside and was trying really hard to look normal outside. they bought me two esprit tshirts for christmas. one was black and the other was red. boy! i LIKE THE BLACK ONE! not tt its $10 more expensive... but its just nicer. i dont know. it could be the price too. i managed to watch many DVDs there too. i watched the village, wedding crashers(not funny!), the pacifier(totally unexpected ending) and the stepford wives(not nice). i watch the Island at home. kinda nice... but this time when i was there, i didnt have durians or ice cream or chocolates or yakult. i used to ALWAYS have them when im there but this time, they didnt offer me so i didnt help myself to it. but i has old chang kee curry puffs and fries and alot of junk. i feel fat."" - posted by michy at 11:30 AM oh i forgot to tell everyone tt HILARY gave me EGG TARTS as a christmas present. EGG TARTS! can you believe it! Mmmmm... i love them! they are like the only thing on earth tt i worth savouring besides jap food. i nibbled(those who have seen me eating an egg tart would know how i ate it) every single one. i was a happy girl when i ate it. but i gave one of them to my mother who FORGOT to eat it. such a waste.... there was sth i wanted to blog about too. but.. ARGH! cant. anyway.. i just received a letter from CJC telling me abt the first day of sch and stuff. i just found out i have to be in sch by 7.35am and i have to find my Index Group and i have to choose my subject combi on the first day. i betcha its gona be the longest day of my ____( i cant say life cause who knows what else lies ahead. i only have one life). im bored. im at home with my dad when EVERYWHERE is having a sale. this sucks. I don't care what people say about the two of us from different worlds. I love you so much that it hurts inside, Are you listening? Please listen to me, Can't we try just a little bit harder? Can't we give just a little bit more? Can't we try to understand that it's love we're fighting for? Can't we try just a little more passion? Can't we try just a little less pride? I love you so much baby, that it tears me up inside. I hear you on the telephone with god-knows-who, spilling out your heart for free. Everyone needs someone they can talk to ,girl, that someone should be me. So many times, I tried to tell you, you just turned away. How did I know? My life is changing so fast now, leaves me lonely and afraid. Don't be afraid, no. |
