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Sunday, January 15, 2006
i hate staying at home. i wanna go to school! its amazing how fast i change. just a week ago, i was going on and on and on abt how much I HATE school. but look at me now! i love school. i cant wait to go to school. i love being busy. "" - posted by michy at 5:13 PM i have BIG NEWS to tell you guys. guess what!? michelle goh went to cut her hair! not just that! she went to cut her hair SHORT. like SHORT! its currently hanging above her shoulers! yeah... i like my hair now. easy to manage, save shampoo, shorter time with the hair dryer and i wont have to condition my hair. i look younger anyway.:) i went to queensway shopping centre ytd to get shoes for sch. managed to get a saucony(pronounced as 'sock-a-knee') walking shoe and a pair of FBTs. then my mother and i walked to IKEA to window shop. my mother bought curtains and renewed her card. i got to eat the DELICIOUS IKEA hotdog. i LOVE to way the hotdog tastes.MMMmm..... its just too bad i didnt get to eat the ice cream. i love the ice cream cone. no one does it like IKEA. went to church today. wasnt really in the mood to sing today cause i wasnt feeling happy. i felt so BAD. i think im having depression. i mean i am alittle suicidal and i... dont know la.... i just cant WAIT to get to heaven. was just reading YX's blog and i read this entry abt a girl's encounter in heaven. i hate the world... im not being holy but what good is there here?! family? they are the ones that hurt you the most. friends?! they might just turn their backs on you. fancy clothes? whats fancy clothes when you can live in a place made of gold. in conclusion, dont be stupid! heaven is such a wonderful place. im off to cook dinner. everyone is at church attending to some 'friends making' workshop. i wasnt really interested(not that i know how to make friends)... i'll be roasting chicken thighs, grilling fish, french fries, salad, baked beans... MMMm! i dont know how to cook rice. Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. |
