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Friday, January 06, 2006
"" - posted by michy at 8:34 PM
my life stinks.
i hate my class. i cant make friends and i feel so left out.
HOW!!! its times like this tt i wish i were pretty and popular and loud and humourous.
there is just something wrong with me. i can only crack jokes with someone i am close to.
maybe im too guarded. i dont know.
douglas is funny. the other guy(dont know his name) is funny too. but the girls?!
just lame i guess... at least the THINK their funny. i dont know.
i dont wanna go to school! im SO NOT going to stay on at CJ.
i'll just be this sad kid if i stay on.
i dont wanna be a sad kid. im made to laugh(hil you know what im talking abt)!!!
i have such a laughing face la... what the hell!
next monday my class will be gg for supper after our finale. i hope and PRAY HARD that i'll be able to let my guard down and be my usual self.

here is a list of people that i REALLY miss spending time with:
  • hilary!!!!(when we were at the hall. so fuN!)
  • michelle!!!(that nice choc you bought for me. the interestingly wrapped presents you gave me. the weird things your 'little people' gang do.. oh how i miss it)
  • stella!!!(though i didnt really like you but i miss those times we talked abt boys)
  • ALL MY GB FRIENDS!!!( how we ALWAYS complained about GB but still always liked it. how i made you guys irritated when i was chasing you for money)

im gona cry. not being a air head here. im REALLY gona cry. such nice friends i have... thx for all the happy memories you guys gave me. it WILL be treasured for life.