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Monday, March 27, 2006
grumpy frumpy me."" - posted by michy at 9:08 PM dont talk to me. dont irritate me. dont bug me. i'll just give you a piece of my mind. leave me alone. let me be. dont stare at me. follow the above rules and you will be safe. sat: got up at 5.30am and reached school at 6.50am. the colour party thing was okay except one small mistake that i made. i went to jerk my leg in the middle of the parade thing when i was suppose to be in sedia position. why i jerked my leg? i thought i had to do a hentak kaki. :) oh well. mistakes happen. then went into the hall for service. did a slow march with the flag to the front of the hall to pass miss koh the flag. i did aiight. after the whole service, yan hui, ci hui and i went to eat the catered food. it was goood!!! tee hee. then ci hui, myself, yan hui, jacq, ying lei, fran, jocelyn and winnie went swensen's for part 2 of lunch. ci hui, myself and yan hui shared a topless5 ice cream and fries.:) came home and slept from 6pm to 9pm. sunday: grumpy day. went to church feeling SUPER grumpy. i didnt feel like smiling or laughing or talking to anyone. i was feeling so angry and frustrated. according to YX, my face looked like burnt pao. i just felt like scolding everyone ard me. i wasnt happy with everything i saw. anyway.... i had a very heavy lunch. i had chicken cutlet set, rice dumpling, rojak and popiah. MMmmm...:) i was so full that i skipped lunch... well technically i did. i had a SMALL bowl of porridge and one piece of cracker for dinner. monday: went to school feeling happy and excited and full of hope that maybe it might not be such a bad day. BUT-there will always be a but- i went home feeling grumpy and angry and unhappy and upset. i want to find a friend like hilary or dinah or EVEN doug/justin(see how desperate i am) in my new class but haiya... impossible la! why why tell me WHY!!!!!!!!! oh well. then i went for gu zheng at 4pm. i cant stand this girl in guzheng. DAMN IRRITATING!!! the instructor already told us not to touch our gu zheng but she KEPT playing on and on and on. then when the instructor told us to playu slowly, she had to speed up!! HOW SELFISH! THOSE NEW PRC HAD TROUBLE CATCHING UP WITH US! then when she saw me doing some technique that the instructor had taught me during the first 3mths, she tried to follow me. well im just glad she didnt manage to figure out how to do it.WAHAHAH! she is SO competitive. i hate gu zheng. i really wanna be president of nexus. those gu zheng ppl are irritating... overly enthusiastic and plain suckers! :P! oh i forgot to tell you guys what dinah did for me on friday. she made me a nutella bread cause she knew i wasnt happy in my new class. how sweeet right? its friends like that that make me feel important, special and cared for. im kinda like over missing 1T01. as much as how much i really wanna be with them, i cant really be bothered anymore. right now im feeling nonchalant and numb to everything/everyone. my mother was warning me during dinner not to over exert myself when i exercise after she read the article abt that colonel that died during a triathalon. then i thought " haiya! might as well just die.. even better. dont have to put up with weird people anymore. " i hate my life... i dont even have a life anymore. im looking forward to that finishing line. |
