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Sunday, March 12, 2006
IM BACK!!!!! had so much fun messing with my juniors during the training camp. BUT felt kinda upset that sec2s are SO spoiled. its like... last time when we had midnight drill, we always got up really fast and RAN down no matter how tired we were. but the sec2s were SO slow!!!! no matter how hard you knock their door, they refuse to get up and take so long to get dressed. in a way i pity them but its this kinda things that make you tougher and stronger mentally. i rmb my batch was much worse when sharon was there. EVERY single camp was a stress camp and every time when i had a gb camp i would get fearful and worried. i hated that feeling. then the night before each camp i would wanna cry like a baby and stomp my feet on the floor and INSIST on not going for the camp. but of course i've nv done that before. and now looking back, i realise i'm now stronger mentally and able to think of solutions for problems faster. so i guess at the end of the day, its all worth it. SO SEC2S YOU GUYS SHOULD HANG IN THERE! LOOK AT THE BIGGER PICTURE!"" - posted by michy at 11:04 PM jus went to the airport to send my dad off. i was actually feeling dead tired initially but im fine now. slept for 2 hrs for 2 nights in a row. and now at 11.30pm, im still online blogging, waiting for the clothes to finish washing. i came home at 3pm today. rested for a little while then went out again at 6.30pm. didnt have any appetite today. ate only half the packet of noodles for breakfast and half the pkt of chicken rice for lunch and a small burger for dinner. i guess its just my body feeling really worn out. i need REST!!!!!! dont wannt go back to sch tmr...... i feel so old now. like when i sit and stand, my bones ache, my back aches and i just keep aching. thank GOD the hols are coming. my memory is also failing me now cause of my lack of sleep. i cant even remember the position of my cheese burger, mushrm swiss burger and turkey bacon burger. my poor brain. its getting fried by radiation and worn out by me. i shall stop complaining. |
