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Friday, March 24, 2006
school was aiight today. im still learning to ignore the class and just study. "" - posted by michy at 7:57 PM had my breaks with the T01 people. during geog lecture, justin, douglas and i were drawing our dream home. its kinda like a game to douglas. he invented it(cant help it. i just feel like embarrassing him again). well as usual i lost. i dont know why i do stupid things. i was drawing my house and all of a sudden i realised i was trapped in my own home. i couldnt find a place to draw the doors. in the end my house ended up looking like a maze... or was it a circle... according to douglas, its really safe because if a kidnapper or murderer wanted to come in to the house to kill me, he wouldnt be able to find me. hahah! econs lect was boring. kept falling asleep. thank God i was sitting beside nat and nat.. so both of them kept waking me up. i embarrassed myself today in front of my nexus senior during my break. i saw my Mr nice eyelashes so i "shouted" to nat to tell her i saw him. i was like " AH! my mr nice eyelash!" then lo and behold.... i saw my nexus senior standing in front of me. i was like "OH SHIT!". i hope he doesnt know who i was talking about. how awkward it would be if they knew i find mr nice eyelash cute. went to co-op at 3pm today. didnt intend to go but when i saw my nr mice eyelash inside, i dashed in too! hahaha! how scheming! i think i am insecure, lack self confidence, fearful and silly. i was just thinking on my way home. the difference between being insecure and pesimisstic is actually a very thin line. i was thinking when it comes to relationships. its actually like the " egg come first or chicken come first?" qn. its either you are insecure abt the relationship thats why you are pesimisstic or you are pesimisstic thats why you are insecure abt the relationship. i think its actually a very deep thought. i am impressed with myself! MUAHAHAHA! am i really that silly? i just dont think alot... im not silly.... right? oh dont answer that. i just wanna say that my laughter is NOT fake! i laugh loudly and thats that! not fake! so used to laughing loudly ever since my secondary school days. i only laugh softly when its a fake laughter or when something is not very funny or not funny at all. so dont malign me! my eyelids keep twitching!!!! its been days already.. my left eye just wont stop twitching... hmmm.. someone misses me... AH! hahaha what a sweet thought. |
