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Thursday, March 30, 2006
"" - posted by michy at 6:29 PM
she had to appear when i was on my way home to spoil my perfect day. now my day is ruined by her damned face. i stared back so hard at her when she stared at me. bloody bitch.

so sleepy today!!! slept during chinese lesson again. but this time, i was drooling. :) it was a nice little nap. wrote a gp essay about the obsession of being young in this modern society. crapped alot! had pe today. i nearly died... thank God it rained. if not for the rain, we'd have to run 6 rounds on top of 10 grandstands(200 BIG steps), 40 push ups, 60 crunches, 50 back extensions, many many hopping things. my legs were all wobbly after pe.

ive been feeling hungry really easily these past few days. i ate crackers for breakfast, got hungry, at rice during first break at 10am, ate lotus paste pau at 12pm, got hungry at 5pm and ate hello panda. waiting for dinner time now.

did the nexus board today with nat and edward. my second time decorating a notice board. first time at sec sch was a flop cause everyone said it was ugly. but this time.. heh heh heh... its nice.

walked right pass my neighbour today. hahah! didnt bother to acknowledge his presence. didnt see a need to. wanted to just be coool. but the min i walked pass him, i was smiling from ear to ear to nat.

i didnt know we had chem lect at 11am. i thought it was break for us because nat edward and i got the wrong time table. no one told us abt the changes. screw them! so in the end, we missed lecture.

i had the same break as T01 and T35 today. saw them walking into the canteen. but i didnt sit with them today. was lazy and... yes..

i can be quite anti-social(ppl in church shld know).


Artist: Beyonce
Song: He Still Loves (Feat. Walter Williams Sr)
Took me a while
But I'm finally here
I just wanna testify
Make it crystal clear
See I've been picked out
To be picked on
Talked about out my friend's mouth
I've been beat down
Til he turned my life around (turned my life around)
[Chorus:]Seems like I always fall short of bein worthy
Cuz I aint good enough
but he still loves me (yeah)
I aint no superstar
The spotlight aint shinin on me (no no no no no)
cuz I aint good enough
but he still loves me
Loves me
[Beyonce]I used to wake up some days
and wish I'd stayed asleep
cuz i went to bed on top of the world
today the world's on top of me
everybody's got opinions(they share)
They aint been in my position(they don't care)
that it breaks my heart
when I hear what they have to say about me yeah (what they say)
seems like I always fall short (fallin short)
of bein worthy (Lord I aint worthy)
Cuz I aint good enough (no no)
but he still loves me (still loves me)
[Both]I aint no superstar (I wanna be for you)
The spotlight aint shinin on me
cuz I aint good enough
but he still loves me
I'm not perfect(I'm not perfect)
Yes I do wrong(yes I do wrong)
I'm trying my best(trying my best but)
But it aint good enough(just aint good enough)
Shunned by the world
If I don't succeed
Cuz I aint good
But he still loves me(I just aint good enough)
If you aint worthy just raise your hands
And let me know that you understand
That we are all so blessed
To be loved, loved
Stand for him and fall for anything
Cause through his eyes we all look the same
What would we do without blame?
Feels like we always fall short
Of bein worthy (we are not worthy)
Cuz I aint good enough
But he still loves me
I aint no superstar(I aint no superstar but I wanna be for you Lord)
The spotlight aint shinin on me
Cuz I aint good enough(Oh)
But you still love me
I'm not perfect
Yes I do wrong
I'm tryin my best but(tryin my best)
It aint good enough(I'm not good enough)
Shunned be the word(shunned by the world)
If i dont succeed(i dont succeed-ceed-ceed)
Cuz I aint good enough
But he still loves me (child sing with me)
I'm not perfect
Yes I do wrong
I'm tryin my best but
It aint good enough(But the Lord's been so good to me)
Shunned be the word(Shunned by the world)
If i dont succeed
Cuz I aint good enough(I aint good enough)
But he still loves me (The Lord still loves me)
No I aint good enough
But He still loves me (Raise your hands if ya understand)
No I aint good enough(How he blessed you cuz he blessed you too)
but He still loves me(even though I aint worthy)
No I aint good enough (you aint worthy, He's there for you)
but He still loves me(no matter what I do)
No I aint good enough(I aint good enough)
but he still loves me(but the Lord still loves me)