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Thursday, April 06, 2006
im stressed."" - posted by michy at 8:37 PM havent shat for 2 days. so stressed. talked to tan ho teck abt the competition thing today. so stressed i can feel my white hair appearing. tan ho teck was encouraging me to join NYAA too. cant decide if i wanna join. i dont wanna go overseas to do CIP. so gross and dirty and smelly. i'll just end up whining and complaining. i dont wanna go for some expedition. i'd rather climb staircases at home. should i join? i got my skills from my cca, got my CIP hours from the proj and stuff. i just need a sport and my OCIP and my expedition. OH! and i hate sports! the only thing i like is running. i cant play ball games for nuts! ARGH! came home at 6.40pm today. im feeling so tired. i think my brains are fried. i shall not do much revision today. had pe. ran round the J block for 10 mins. did jumping jacks. did dips did push ups did incline pull ups. had 2 gp periods. so boring! i couldnt stay awake during gp lecture. it was like a war going on within me. the angel was hitting on my conscience the devil was pulling my eyelids down. im insignificant. my presence makes no difference. im easily forgotten. im not missed. im "indulging" in self pity. michelle michelle michelle.. Guess mine is not the first heart broken My eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know There's just no getting over you You know I'm just a fool who's willing To sit around and wait for you But, baby, can't you see There's nothing else for me to do? I'm hopelessly devoted to you But now there's nowhere to hide Since you pushed my love aside I'm out of my head Hopelessly devoted to you Hopelessly devoted to you Hopelessly devoted to you My head is saying, "Fool, forget him." My heart is saying, "Don't let go. Hold on till the end." And that's what I intend to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you ~hopelessly devoted~ olivia newton john |
