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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
"" - posted by michy at 3:28 PM
lonely birthday.
it was just another ordinary day at school.
the only thing that was different was that people came to talk to me.
corina, alicia, steff, doug, kass, tu, nat, jane, YX, shi jie, val, eugene, yong yan, warren and bk shop auntie wished me happy birthday today.
the rest.... died.

i didnt want my classmates(T07) to knw abt my birthday
cause i didnt want a bunch of hypocrites wishing in happy birthday
nv knw if they are cursing me in their hearts.
ethel was so fake....
she was like " miiichellle.. happy birthday"
then the whole class sang me a birthday song when nat told them that it was my bday.
nat ng asked me why i didnt tell them that it was my birthday
i said " well, if you're my friend you shld have known. i wont need to tell you the day before."
she smiled.

my dad is unhappy with me again
cause i havent been a really good kid.
usually, i wldnt care.
but today is MY day..
so i actually feel kinda upset.
its actually kinda lonely at home...

nat gave me a really great bday gift.
she bought me a nike face towel, a whole tray of different pastries and a BOX of ferrero roche choc.

i bought baby biscuits and preserved prunes tmr to share with her.
shall not give ethel any!

i think T02 is a really fun class.
was in their class during ethics lesson today.
i had a great time.
they are a bunch of really funny and fun loving people.

i didnt have pe again today.
the guys had to run their 2.4km and the girls.....
were just left to idle.

such a lonely birthday
such days make me feel miserable.
maybe im not better off alone.
but i have to learn to be better off alone.
i lead a sad life.
today is my birthday but i am online doing my research for my PI.

its raining outside.
the sky is overcast.
WHY IS MY BIRTHDAY SO SAD!!!
all the bad omens...
such a sad way to start a new yr.

i hope to be able to go out with michelle and hil some time soon.
i hope.