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Sunday, July 16, 2006
michelle michelle michelle."" - posted by michy at 8:43 PM just finish printing my balloon sculpturing stuff. i was extremely busy last week thats why i didnt blog. i had dance practise on 1,3,5 last week after school. i could only get home at ard 10pm on 1,3,5. but it was worth it. the performance we put up on sat and sun was superb. our dance was just..... great. our skit was even better!:) but it the changing clothes part between each scene was kinda crazy for me. cause i had to appear in scene 1,3,6(act1) and act 2 scene 1 and2. so i kept running off the stage to change after each scene. on saturday during the church anniversary dinner, i was sitting at the dinner table and taking off my clothes in front of... say.. 3 guys? hahaha! it was damn awkward. then on sat night, the whole group of us flocked to geylang to eat dou jiang you tiao for supper at 12 plus. then we went back to the hotel and played truth or dare. i got a dare to flirt with myself. hahah! damn stupid pls! we all slept at ard 3 plus. 6 girls were sleeping on 2 super single beds and the guys were on the floor. i regretted not sleeping on the floor. then this morning, i got up at 7 and went to church with jon. had macs breakfast. came home from church and slept till 5 plus. drove past my sec sch today... goodnessme. i must say that the construction site is still in a rather big mess. i wonder how they'll manage to finish by the end of this year. today at church, i was involved in the tamborine jazz dance and the youth skit and the youth dance item. crazy crazy crazy day. oh oh oh!!!!! i failed nothing for my mid years!!! thank GOD! the worst grade is a 'S' and the best is only a 'D'. but its ok. i'll do better for my promos. i HAVE to!!!! im so inspired by timothy. before i talked to him on saturday, i used to think it was impossible for a CJC student to make it to NTU. but now.... i think its so possible. he got into some med sci fac i think. and the best part is he actually did better than some of his classmates from ACJC and HCI. so cool!!!! i wanna be just like him. which means i've got to study study study.:) i think i strained my knees!!!! its aching like shit when i bend it now. i feel so old!!!!! my bones are still creaking and cracking when i dance. AH! i dont wanna end up on a rocking chair surrounded by cats and sipping english tea by the age of 30 yrs old like mich chia!!!! im feeling quite grumpy now. something bad happened at church today and ppl just kept putting the blame on one person without finding out the truth. and the worst part is that they tell the WHOLE world that its that person's fault. what the hell!!!! all that shit abt edification. its very upsetting to know that people at church are so silly so kapo so auntie so IRRITATING!! sometimes i just wanna leave cause the ppl are just so sickening. but i cant. and i think i have very bad mood swings when im sleepy. i was actually feeling quite high during the performance and stuff but after that, i just wanted to be alone and i felt so grumpy and frustrated inside. i didnt feel like talking to anyone. i wanted to get angry with everyone. sometimes i think my character is just so flawed. i feel so ugly inside and outside. |
