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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
"" - posted by michy at 5:56 PM  nat i auntie annie with our wonderful creations!from the left: bread, brownie, uncooked dumplings:) yum! hey hey BEAUTIFUL people! i love the video and the song up there:) it really comforts me ALOT! so i hope it'll do the same for u:) was busy the whole of yesterday! went to auntie annie's house to cook from 10am to like at night!!! nat and i and auntie annie were all SUPER exhausted by the end of the day! but we had alot of fun cooking tog! auntie annie taught us some real good dishes! like dumplings, sausage buns, red bean paste buns, banana and red bean paste wrapped with spring roll skin, brownie, shanghai pancake! we had alot of food for grace's party! oh yes i forgot to mention this. we learnt how to cook for two reasons: 1)for our own selfish purposes 2) for graceie!!!! yes. and when we surprised grace with flowers and a special song item, she CRIED! ha! i simply just enjoy watching and making people cry on their birthdays! could you all just make ma cry on my birthday too? i really would like to feel how that would feel like! and i have a new tv!!!ha! its like HUGE! and flat screeeeeeeeeen its 42 inches:) yes. but im not that excited bout it! my laptop is better!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY better! im learning how not to run away from awkward situations right now. but to face them and deal with my own crazy emotions and thoughts. i have to! i cant keep running away! then how can i bring any change to myself?! yes! i must and i will! and im learning to walk away from things that will harm me. notice the difference in terms used? when im more than willing to escape from certain situations, the term used is 'run' but when im really reluctant to leave, the term used is 'walk'. i wish there was a slower term used! i wanna just linger on for a little while more. im REALLY reluctant. and i get angry sometimes when i think bout it. cause i WANT TO DO THINGS MY WAY AND RUN MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO RUN IT. but of course. these thoughts are just thoughts. they dont last for more than a day and they are not put into action. fortunate or not? u decide. WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH,THE TOUGH WILL GET GOING!!! |
