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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
i had a really strange morning."" - posted by michy at 1:55 PM got up at 10 plus after a very weird dream. somethings wrong with me. i think im so super used to being so loud outside that i neglected the real me... which i think isnt as loud. erh..... yeah i hope i didnt sound like im contradicting myself. anyway, life goes on no matter what happens. im going to leave my house soon to give tuition to elizabeth. then im probably going to swim there then head home and have dinner. i know i sound mad k! but you know what. i think i need to find myself. i guess as we walk on this road of life, we kinda lose ourself along the way as hurts and bad experiences come and steal a part of us away. and we become somebody we're not in order to hide it all and tell yourself that its alright when it isnt. at all. school is really starting soon!!! just one week and 6 more days to go!! i just got an email from ntu saying that i can be exempted from taking principles of econs cause i got an A in Alevels for econs. but the thing is!!! if im planning to take actuarial science in yr2, i cant accept this exemption! plus!!! my econs aint that good. my A was a miracle from God! but the thing is! i dont wanna study econs again and have to sit for the exams! YUCK! so i dont know what to do. accept the exemption or not. i'll just have to pray abt it AGAIN. i feel like i have lotsa things to do this week. im feeling so stressed for no reason! i need to write it down to destress and show myself that its not that bad!:) oh by the way, i LOVE my background and i LOVE the music player:) |