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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
its been just three days. but this week hasnt been good so far."" - posted by michy at 10:57 PM started from last week i guess. i've been keeping a secret the whole of last week and it didnt feel good at all! so i managed to say the truth out without being slaughtered for lying. and thank god i did that cause i think if i didnt, i wouldnt be prepared to face the other things that were coming my way. been dreaming alot this week. about people around me, bout my family, bout myself. i tell u. i think im going mad. i woke up ytd crying. and i ended the day crying. i guess i just havent been myself lately. got up this morning with swollen eyes. so ugly. i just keep telling myself 'i'll be fine. i always will' i guess i gave myself false hopes and im suffering for it now. and im trying to be the saviour to every situation. and my unlimited wants has proven to be my down fall this week. well.... i just got to keep telling myself 'the lord is my shepherd. i shall not be in want.' and school is starting the week after next and i found out that we'll be playing games on the first day of school to get to know our classmates. i hate games. i hate games that get to know people. its dumb and seriously. i dont need games to know someone. i have a mouth that can spit words out by itself. i think im just going to run away with hilly!!! ha! well enough of emo talk. i just found out that THE WORLD IS SO SO SO SO SO SMALL TODAY! like seee. 1) faith's sister works with my mother 2) faith's school mate was in my CJ and happened to be my friend's ex girlfriend who is now with my friend's best friend. 3) eunice's teacher in JC is my JC teacher's wife SMALL WORLD INDEED! |
