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Saturday, September 13, 2008
"" - posted by michy at 1:51 AM
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG day
my day started out as usual.
woke up in the morning at 7.05am
looked out of the window and realised it was looking rather gloomy
boarded the bus at 7.40am
attended class from 8.30 to 11am
had subway at 11.30am
'1 new message'- my dad got admitted into the hospital
i got a shock when i read the message
i looked to my friend and told her the news jokingly
then she was like 'why are u laughing?'
i got a shock and realised i was laughing
then reality started sinking in after a while

i started feeling so so scared inside
like a duck looking calm outside but paddling crazily underwater
but i had to continue doing my project with my groupmates
so i hung on for another 2 more hours till i completed my work
then i rushed to the hosp.

im home now.
my dad is not.
i miss him.
still dont know whats wrong.
got to wait till monday.
im scared. but my life has to go on.
got a test on wednesday
im trying to study for it. but its alittle hard trying to get things in,
now that i have my dad in my mind.
but i've got to try.
its all just a case of BAD TIMING.

i've got no mood to do anything else.
my mother is so worried she lost her appetite and her sleep
im scared.
uncertain bout tmr.
but i know i shld just live today and not worry bout tmr
easier said than done.