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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
"" - posted by michy at 9:16 PM
its times like these that i feel absolutely like crap
i just wish i had a friend
a confidant
someone to listen to me
to hear whats really in me
someone who'll listen without a reaction
just hear my unheard voice
this is the place for me to rant and no one would give a shit:)

today i learn that we make decisions constantly to shut our hearts to stop loving people cause of hurts/betrayal that have been done to us
and when such decisions are made,
another decision has to be made to open our hearts to love again
and when u make that decision,
be prepared. very prepared to be hurt/betrayed the same way again
it gets even harder when a couple has gone through sexual intimacy
its harder for the ladies to forgive and open their hearts to love again

life is such a chore sometimes
everyday is a tiring day
we make decisions constantly that we regret and have to undo eventually

seriously
if i knew things would turn out this way
i would have protected myself
now
im just trying to pick up the pieces and move on
i will get better:)

*just like a star across the sky
just like an angel off the page
you have appeared to my life
feel like i'll never be the same