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Thursday, December 10, 2009
this blog is so dead but im wide awake at this hour cause im so troubled and i need to rant."" - posted by michy at 12:01 AM i dont know what to do. will someone ANYONE tell me what to do. i hate this feeling of being hung up in the air. i wish i was the one overseas, having something to do to keep my mind off things! rather than being the one that is left stranded in singapore with all the thoughts in my head cause im too free. seriously. stupid. all the happy faces around me. sometimes i wish i could be like them. happy. but right now, im far from happy. im perplexed, troubled, frustrated. i wish God will just drop a big sign from heaven with big fat neon lights to tell me what to do and not leave me guessing what im suppose to be doing. i know i should pray. seriously. who doesnt?! but how to pray when there are thousand and one thoughts floating in my head. is it or is it not? should i or should i not? am i going to bang my head again or is this the right path? TELL ME! i dont wanna fall into it even deeper then realise im heading towards a road block and have to go through the painful process of having to get back on track again. been through once, im not going to go through it again. please god. NO. im worried. i cant sleep. i need a sign. im wide awake. wondering. |
